什么时候工作成了生活的全部了呢？

年度部门会议，人员自我介绍。十之八九讲起兴趣爱好都采用了这样的句式：原来在学校的时候我本来。。。有很多兴趣爱好，现在好像没什么兴趣了。我不知道其中真伪，但这确实值得惋惜。。什么时候工作成了生活的全部了呢？

董桥《宝寐阁》

前两天 我要了那件宝寐阁旧藏的精品。深宵相对，苍藤盘结的气韵里 ，飘出来的竟是那个阴冷星期天下午的情景:白媚绾起长发在后院的厨房里蒸饺子，小武松赤膊蹲在榕树下的水龙头边冲洗鸡鸭鱼虾。“当心着凉了！”白媚频频回头催促小武松穿回毛衣。我依稀听到沈老先生微弱的咳嗽声；一晃三十九年了。
--------------------董桥《宝寐阁》

这是最后一段，看了前面才能体会到那份轻盈的叹息中含着的岁月沉重的情谊。这样简单的不着痕迹的收尾恰恰适合这样在时光中残存的记忆。

blue1989:梦的飘动，Sylvain Chauveau

blue1989:梦的飘动，Sylvain Chauveau


风从后方袭来，大概全赖风的关系，云开了，整片天象画布上的一抹幽蓝，蓝的彻底，素净如日食前夕般地，微光、高反差的明暗对比、炙热如沙漠，你不明白为何来到这片充满焦虑的土地，暗暗地忧惧从脚边蔓延，你听见杜鹃在天边呼唤着你的名字，然后，云开了，风停了，但你耳后的发丝仍不听使唤地，向前飘动，原来，这一切是梦境里的回忆在闪烁。

声音

城市画报上期的声音主题喜欢极了。只是觉得最后整理的那些代表上海的声音还是不够特征化。也觉得原来大家都对生活中的声音是如此的敏感，那些散布在生活各个角落浓的化不开的声音，旧旧新新构成关于生活回忆的一触即发的关键点。

我自己就很喜欢钥匙的声音，一直觉得钥匙声音非常能代表生活这两个字，出门进门的时候摸索钥匙那细细索索,打开自行车锁的那刺啦一声,奔跑时包里的钥匙互相撞击产生的那阵声音,把钥匙扔到桌子上的那一声,这些同一个物件发出的声音都代表了一天之中生活的几个片断。并且因为这个理由对门的声音也异常迷恋。那开门关门的一瞬间发出的声音表现着人们此刻的心情，而过去的或者之后的所发生的就是戏剧般的生活。

上面这张号称在随书附赠的scanner的碟。我并没有看到。。虽然事过两周，但仍然有点怒。。

Ronnie

Ronnie
Originally uploaded by akinoproduzioni.

温暖的照片氛围。不仅他在陶醉

[树系列]It lives

It lives
Originally uploaded by *Ivan*.

饱汉碎语

暴饮暴食之后开始删除站上那十多条的垃圾留言，真叫人头痛那顽强的“生命力”。看了一些博客文字，大多是无关我的痛痒的深刻严肃。吃饱后大概不适合面对这样的文字吧，被忽然出现的某张大头照吓了个正着。。能够敲一些汉字出来是饱汉唯一能做的事情。黑暗中安静的房间，屏幕晕出淡蓝的光，安静是因为有安静的音乐，这一刻无疑是美妙的。我拥有我自己，完整的毫不费力。

本人从没有看过村上春树、米兰昆德拉，也不喜欢fiona apple（我不觉得音乐做的不中听就算作另类美感），所以和路过的很多人完全不是一个路线。

图片上是mina 12月份的封面。因为看到这张很漂亮所以二话没说就买了。仿若受伤的表情和冬天的毛毛的小碎发，还有明快的眼睛。。招人喜欢。杂志的封面太重要了。。

We call them user requirements?

User rquirement does not always stand for the rightness of the software system.As we place more and more emphasis on the user accessibilty,we just lost the principia of ourselves.Every sytem has its own operation rules ,no matter how huge or small it is.To be a person who deals with computer software,you should make the client to understand that if Microsoft OS can ask them to follow certain steps and rules to operate their computer ,or they will get it a mess,then they should also follow ours.
The communcation after the software developed is all about how to make users know that we are the most professional ,and we will tell them what to do from A to Z.But the reality is sadly on the oppsite.Everytime the programmers just go to the client and come back with a lot of modification requirements,or somewhat we call it user requirements."I want it to be done like this here..""If i could do on this way..."In front of the clients ,they become some kind of recorder machine. Yes, I know user is the god, but does God realy need a computer to help his work?Or he just wants to use a computer to make his job more fashion instead of more efficient.The over-emphasis on the usesr side ,also makes software testing an uncomplete work.It goes well if we use our methods to use our software,but it may have kinds of problems if we do it unregularly. We seldom think about what should be the operation rights of users and what should be the software rules.
OK ,back to the user requirements,in my opinion,this is the one of the most misunderstood and abusive phrase in the software project.However,who holds the money who has the rules...this is what it actually be in this werid world.

丢光

继上周身份证遗失之后，又没了钱包。基本上本人已经没有什么可以丢了，除了我自己。加之家事不顺，处于一触即发的爆炸状态。而当洗澡的时候那千年不摘的项链掉落在一片泡沫中的时候，我绝望又高兴地想：如果顺着下水道下去了我这周可就彻底“圆满”了。可是到底还给了我一线生机，匆忙中关掉水龙头仔细找找，终于在一堆泡沫中发现那个坠子。可算是小小的鼓励，让我有些明白当面对a mess的时候需要的是冷静下来去慢慢地找出头绪，一件一件地如叠衣服般细致地做好。

比较可惜的是那天晚上在泰康路有声音碎片的演出，都决定了要去了结果身无分文。。

而丢失钱包的这几天，深刻体会到上层建筑依附于经济基础的这一原理。为了精神食粮，我必须得让自己活着。因此我选择物质食粮。Bread or die，除此以外的根本在这个选择题里排不上号。而这一状态将持续到下月把一切证件信用卡补办好为止，那么让我们简单生活吧。Be nice,stay at home....

本周主题：克制

他的屈从 被誉为中年之美

水声雕塑桌上一抹虎皮兰
水声 追着一朵云扫描
骸骨们仍死死坚持发绿的性质
春天重复过多少次
草根铐在抽搐上 铐着讴歌
他的屈从 被誉为中年之美


《李河谷的诗.二十》 杨炼

下雨天迟到天

雨天，走在迟到的路上，公共车在拥挤的街口仿佛急躁的年轻人，我准备了悠闲的心情给这样一个过失的清晨。蒙蒙的雨水给周围的一切都罩上了迷幻的外衣，看不清缺陷的人们都像赶集的天使，平日里肮脏的草坪散发着诱人的绿意。
高中时是老迟到，并且不幸的是每次迟到总会被班主任看见。家里住的并不远，但不知为何性格很急的我在早晨的行动速度慢的惊人。大学就业无所谓迟到不迟到，一来教学楼和宿舍就隔一个篮球场，再者顶多相差时间太久了那就不用去了。上班以后迟到，还就今天这一回(当然今天也是一如既往的小不幸，电梯里面撞见了总经理)。虽然要扣钱，但是心里却比平日的早晨都要高兴。大概长久遵循规律的生活，让我觉得这个意外的节奏也是让人愉快的了吧。

Nothing lasts forever

这个 世界即使充满不安的妥协和隐约的暴动，仍然美好。下午三点路过的那片草坪和阳光让我想不起快乐不快乐，犹如为了生存下去进行的蛰伏，选择短时间的忘记，选择空白。因为知道所有这一切都会消失，草坪过去后依旧是尘土飞扬的马路，和数不尽的人来人往。生会在一瞬间结束。“人有幸福的一刻，却无幸福的一生。”

Nothing lasts forever
Live before it gets too late
===========================================
Fr:Kan Ye West《Addiction》

[Digest]The Torture Garden(秘密花园)

这决非是我的自己精神失常，所到之处我无不见到谋杀的欲望在人们眼睑下闪烁不定，在解除伸向我的每只手时无不感受到谋杀的神秘气息。上周日，我去了一个小镇，正赶上它的守护神节。公共广场上布满了苍翠的树枝、飘扬的彩旗和缀满鲜花的拱门，到处充满节常见的欢乐气氛。。。。。。熙熙攘攘的善良的人们在权威人士慈爱的目光下尽情享乐。木马、滚筒船和秋千并没有多少人光临。管风琴徒劳地演奏着令人心醉的欢快乐曲。节日的人群沉醉于其他消遣之重。有人用来复枪、手枪或老式弓箭射击漆成人脸的靶子；有人拿球砸那些可怜兮兮地排放在木棍上的牵线木偶；还有些人手里拿着棒槌，重重地击在弹簧上，转而弹簧又驱使一法国水手如同爱国志士一般将刺刀英勇地刺向可怜的霍瓦人或是可笑的达荷美人。无论在帐篷里还是点着灯的小棚子里，到处都可以见到死亡的假冒赝品、大屠杀的拙劣模仿、百牲祭的粗劣表演。那些善良的人们是多么欢欣快乐!"

这是《秘密花园》这本书的第一部分中的片断，它颠覆了看书的人对于善良人们的看法。关于谋杀是否是我们的天性，而暗杀是否是我们可以选择的最佳方式这个讨论多少让我觉得有点沮丧和压抑。不过我也为自己不喜欢玩游戏和游乐场找到一个可以冠冕堂皇的理由了。从后一章节开始就正式进去故事了，领略作者那瑰丽的奇异的语言风格。

I love you ,Mum

只有母亲会在晚上11点为你做饭

晚上妈妈回来发现我明天没有可以带的午饭了，立即开始洗菜做饭，虽然她也很累了，但是她没有多讲一句。而我在发现妈妈做饭之前，在电脑跟前听音乐，等到发现的时候菜已经下锅了。如果我早知道，一定不会让妈妈这么晚还为我做饭的。

妈妈，您辛苦啦！！我一定要听话。

为什么的生活

为什么每天要去挤那班地铁，与人挤压成变形的臭气球；
为什么要对他们的话唯命是从，甚至明明知道那不是对的；
为什么要在那个可恶的通道中不放慢自己的脚步，其实时间还很充裕；
为什么每天这个时候开始兴奋，其实第二天还要醒来；
为什么我说完这些话可以不问理由的继续这充满疑惑的生活；

复出

最近提供wordpress架设服务的免费bsp陆续被ban掉，以前自己曾经为了考虑到来年使用免费服务而早早挖好的几个免费坑也因此成了无用功。回头想想，当初wordpress刚刚开始红火的时候，似乎免费的趋势不可阻挡，到如今方才知道世上真的没有免费的午餐。收费站点一样要面对种种变更可能导致的崩溃，因此现在在国内架设一个人站点实在难于华山道。正当外面世界春光大好的时候，我们却开始刮起了北半球寒风。提到这个blogspot也是又爱又恨，但是真正应了那句“叫我如何不想她”，因此在今年的收费服务结束之后，会考虑开始重新建设新的站点，将此地作为blog的地点，而主战场改为由自己想法的网站。有时候真有觉得blog程序很大程度上扼杀了网站的多样性，充满文字或者仅仅是图片，除此以外，传统的网页元素消失不见了。如果要想很好的学习网页设计，那么还是得老老实实不怕麻烦的建立自己的手动更新站点。另外就是发现自己并不适合传播文字，与其误人眼球，不如少些展示。

Music Drowner

If the music can’t change your life to be better or worse,then why do you listen to it?

We search the songs from all over the world ,we see names of different bands,we listen to several new albumns in a week,but we still find there are no songs to listen when you exactly need it to echo our mind.Years ago,we used to let music speak out our mind ,when we are sad or happy.but yesterday when I reorder my itunes playlist ,some songs lost its impression to me.And at that time, I find myself drop into a weriod circle: The flood of music everyday will possibly drown me down .This for today ,and tomorrow is another .Some are quite attracting ,but I have no more time to listen for more times,cause it’s the time for the new albumn.I miss the old days ,when I listen to one albumn for many times ,and I remember the tiny sounds in it.In that times ,we can have something called “classical” .
We always said that music can purify your mind.But times changes ,with the technology development in this field , you have too many ways to gain lots of songs ,videos and other staff related to music.I wonder if we can settle down ?Why we always say that the modern bands can’t play as much important role as the bands who we call great bands in the last century .Because once a new band rise up, you find it ,you listen it ,maybe you like it ,on the same time ,there are other great music of your favor too,so you turn to find more bands music like that,and after several months,maybe a month ,you forget it..It’s a hrd time for the bands to keep living ,but it’s golden time for musiclovers.

Grey’s Anatomy

I’m watching this play recently,and it’s my favor.Grey’s ideas are always interesting,and so are her intern friends.Besides,Grey is also a pretty girl,I think she is much more like a model than Izzie.Izzie looks like Natalie ….I just took her as Natalie at the first sight.Izzie is a hard girl and I admire her much when she said that she paid off all the education loan by her own…George is a cute boy …er…anyway he have a baby face and easy to be connected to ….G-A-Y..poor guy…Yan is aspirant.Sometimes she is rather snorty,but as the play goes on,she changes too.Anyway,I don’t like Alex at all…-_-!

Astrix《Artcore》

This is another albumn I'm listening to recently.
kelet

tianyuan is a talented singer.
kelet

This albumn is great...
kelet

My tips about interview

It's my personal expericence....I don't know what the situation you are,but I could only be clear and clever after the interview..And it's the advice for those take a job only for one or two years.
Q:What's your main job now?
It's a primary question.Prepared before the interview and make an outline of your working flow.
when you answer the question ,remember to be simple and orderable.If he ask you the details ,tell more and what's important ,let the interviewer feel that you are working hard and efficient.
Q:Why do you think you are the right person of this job?(or What's your strong point?)
First,i have the professional background ,and my current job is also about XXX.
Second,I'm a quick -learning person.Given the chance ,I can ensure get command of it in the shortest time.
Third,the job is attracting and full of challenges.So I appreciate this opportunity very much.And as I know,your company is the best in this area.So working with excellent people here will certainly enhance my overall ability.
Orderable and clear is the first point you reach and sharp in certain degree,but don't be too proud of yourself.You can make some other sentences and of course you would get the best effect.Because if you write it ,you will remember it.
Q:Do you ever think about your future in the next few years?(or What do you want to be in the following years?)
Future Objective:
I want to be an expert in this area ,and gain more profit fo the company too,we can call it win-win choice,for both the indivudal and the enterprise.
Q:What's your expecting salary?
As the salary is relative to the job responsiblity,and apparently,it's an important position.So I'd like to say my expecting salary is no less than 4000,and of course,I will show you that you have pay the worth.
Q:Do you have any question about me?
Don't say:I have no question.Because it will make the interviewer think you're lazy person on the question asking.Ask 1~2 questions,even some information you've know,such as :Can I know more about the job's responsibility?
Remember: don't sit too close with the interview,and that's my pain experience,cos they will give you a invisible pressure that will affect your performance ,and try not to sit back to the outside ,or you will be thrown into the unknown world .
That's all.I hope it can be something useful for you ,and welcome share some advices of yours with me ...

苏醒

Long time from my last post.And I'm changing little by little with my blog.
It's hard to reach here,for many proxy ,none of which seems have any use.And the access speed is too slow to wait for a snail.:(I had to use it at morning...when the speed takes a little quickly
I'm fine ...just don't want to sleep ,and the strange mood is begining from the day when the weather gets warmer.I hate this feel.I want sleep..I don't want to face the truth :I'm sleepless....-_-!!!!
I will choose another time these days to post some rich content.Not now.I will go to work...
之前早上写的。。早上换了代理速度就不错。但是晚上代理似乎百试不灵。凭着双子座仅存地那一点点恒心，我终于登上了这片编辑版面。善哉！！
上面也有说到最近晚上睡不着。。。天气一暖和起来，我就似乎苏醒了似的精神奕奕的可怕。前晚特意早睡了一下，大概九点就躺下了，但是一阵小憩之后的11点我就醒乐，然后怎么也睡不着，起来喝水，睡不着，那索性就看书了。。最后还是在音乐的催眠下才完全入梦。彼时大概已经1点了。个人经验晚上失眠的时候听轻柔的歌还不如听嘈杂的音乐，前者对于我来说更加让人胡思乱想睡不着，后者不用大脑，慢慢的就进入休息状态了。当然，这也只是我的个人习惯啦。呵呵。。。：）
最近上海的街头，化缘的尼姑样的忽然多了起来，而且她们往往利用你的善心“谋取暴利”。。因为基本上大凡给钱的都是不低于20的，这俨然比乞讨要好赚得多。难道天气暖和，这批人也苏醒了么？